317 area code

All day today I was dreading a call with a 317 area code. I knew it would be bad news. I knew it would be the lab telling me there was nothing to transfer. Unfortunately that call came about an hour ago. My one little egg refused to divide and conquer like it was suppose to.

My main feeling right now is annoyance. I had everything taken care of- picked up medicine, bought easy foods for the next few days, had a place to stay tonight in Indy and my mother-in-law is on her way to help. I think that my annoyance will soon change into something else- anger, sadness, and my personal favorite (not really) the feeling of "this is not fair."

In the mean time, I want to do things that aren't really good for me like drink lots of caffeine and something really "out there". Maybe its finally time to "go blond!"

5 comments:

Jeremy said...

I am so sorry. I know you are feeling lots of pain right now, but hang in there dear. You and Jake do have a plan B and when you are ready you will move forward. This has been a roller coaster with highs and lows, but it will work out. Praying for God to comfort you right now.

beegracious said...

I think I'd be wanting to drink something stronger than "a lot of caffeine." My heart hurts for you.

Sarah Anne said...

Go blond! Do it! Need help?? :<)

Brooke said...

Sorry Jen. The comment from Jeremy is really me. Hang in there babe.

JennT said...

Of all the people I expected to tell me to drink something stronger than caffeine, I did not expect it to be Debbie! HA! That makes me laugh, hard!